torsdag den 6. januar 2011

"Only I can let myself fail"

"Only I can let myself fail"

... and so did I. I was so happy this morning because of the weightloss.. And then I fuck it up.. Or I don't now if I had yet, but it's that feeling I have.


Today at lunch I had a tiny salad with salmon, and a ½ orange. At dinner I had a little bowl of mashed potatoes and some meatsauce on. I could only eat a half serving. But I shouldn't have eat that, beacuse now my stomach hurts very bad. I hate it. Hate that feeling of being full og food. It is so disgusting! I don't now why I am this full in my stomach, some days i can eat everything without even feel that i'm eating, and other days is jsut like today. And I have promised myself that I will not purge. Unless I eat fasfood.
I really don't hope I've gain weight tomorrow. Oh god. Please please please

And I am so sick of snow. It has been snowing for the last 1 ½ month, and I really hate it. Just wanna have the sun and warm back. Some day I'll move till a country where there is no snow in the winter.

Thinspo
(Because hating winter)

2 kommentarer:

  1. Salmons good... I hate fast food though, lol. I know the feeling you get when "Oh my god its snowing! :D" Then like 10 days later you like "Okay, go away now D:<"
    xoxo

    SvarSlet
  2. I know what you mean, I also hate feeling too full! Sorry to hear that you're feeling down. I know winter is very depressing, I can only imagine what it's like in the North. Hope you feel better soon. Big hug from me. <3. XXX.

    SvarSlet